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Tuesday, July 24, 2007
zz been blogging quite constantly nwadaes haha but den.. dunno y juz feel like bloggging, telling gaara my woes... well feelings now - guilty, sad, confused... y? coz felt guilty for having thought those thoughts bout him.. i realli understand the meaning of these words le - we hate what we fear.. its juz becoz i fear him that i make a sin, wishing him to leave.. but nw... i feeel damn bad n guilty.. hes afterall my ... n wat he sae todae to me realli makes me feel embarassed of myself for ever thinking those thoughts... make me feel bad for disappointing him.. n den my mum.. i have been expecting a scolding down or no consent for me to go when i gif her the consent form for dragon boat.. coz she has been telling me to cut down on activities n concentrate on my studies since my results are terribly bad.. but den.. she didnt even scold me.. n juz like wishing to herself that i will cut down on the activities.. i mean the feeling la.. coz she sae very softly n nicely, but noe like its no use.. argg.. feel terrible nw.. there are still 2star kayaking course n sea ex coming up.. gosh.. mayb i shld haf spent the time on studying instead.. i realise that i haf disappoint my parents again n again... countless times.. in a turmoil nw... i noe i shld haf put studies first... shld haf realli study... nt play.. nw left wif a lot a lot of catching up to do... i dun wanna disappoint my parents again... its reallli a terrible feeling.. Shinobi: KatherinePhang Code Name: Kat Birthday: 27th July 1990 Email: katherinephang@hotmail.com Age: 17 Horoscope: Leo School: Swiss Cottage Secondary, Anderson Junior Collage CCA: St.John Ambulance Brigade, ODAC - Outdoor Activities Club =D Likes: Animes, comics, nature, daydreaming, listening to music, sleeping, isolation... Dislikes: Vegetables, unfair people... My Wishlist Naruto Animes Anime Comics Portable DVD player Prince Of tennis animes Shades of Truth Vcds Take My Word for it Vcds New animes A sling bag Go out with SJ members on an outing again =D Compile photo albums for various memories A pair of roller blades Hard disk drive a new mouse an ipod or psp
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