Dreams await you.. out there in the unknown...

Sunday, October 07, 2007

yay promos is finally over.. lol but dunno if can promote =( realli scared nw..sighs but wats done cannot be undone.. nw all i can do is pray ba... aniwae fri.. suppose to go straight home after promos coz realli gt headache.. but ended up going to someone's hse lol n stay till like hmm 8? haha but its realli fun n realli cheer me up.. lol though after that when i go home, headache struck again.. n so addicted to ouran high sch.. rushed finish the anime n realli had laughing fits.. that anime is like realli realli funny... lol its one of the funniest animes i ever watch lol.. hmm so slacking begins.. well todae is my bro bdae.. lol n wat a pathetic dae for him.. in e morn to afternoon we actually go to my cousins house to celebrate her bdae.. which is like nt todae? but juz so that shes celebrating todae.. n hmm had 'fun' with the kids.. coz the kids that attend is like hmm the oldest is nt more than 10 yrs old.. n my siblings, me n 1 of my cousin who r considered the big generation are like so bored... well until they play games... lol the kids facial expression are so so so funny!!

zz dun feeel like toking bout wat happen lata le.. lazy to write =P lol... n yea nw i m back at home wif my mum.. dad in china, bro in ns, sis in hostel.. wow.. aniwae i found 1 friend which is my best suaning companion haha.. my target for suaning.. for laughter.. im glad... its realli fun n happy ard her.. hehe hope to hang out wif her again soon... lol i noe u will noe who r u when u see this.. but that depends if u can see this wahaha i will tell u to check out my blog but den... haha u cant access wahaha so sad =D

zz dunno y feel an emptiness inside me.. loneliness.. maybe.. 2 friendships.. both deteriorating... is it my fault? i gt a feeling its my fault... my character... i juz dunno hw to make conversations.. n mayb i dun try too... perhaps will get awkward.. i dunno... but these 2 friendships.. i realli cherish them... yet i feel like i let them go... but im glad.. that both of them.. found their own cliques.. their own friends which they will feel very comfortable wif.. which they could pour their feelings to...

i will always cherish the friendships that we haf n cherish the memories we create.. of alll my friends frm primary sch onwards... whether we will remain as closee, good friends.. i dunno but still im glad that i once known u all n had share happy times..

i dunno wats her prob.. sometimes realli cant stand her.. dunno y when i tok to friend, she will chap in... dunno if its purposely or nt...but she has done it a lot of times.. n yes kicking me out of the conversation n i had to find other friends to tok.. esp when i tok to a particular friend.. dunno if she dun wan me to tok to my friend or she wan to gain my friend attention or wat.. i am realli mad sometimes.. n ya.. when i walking wif a friend.. she will like walk slowly in front of me.. so that i had to slow down n thus become i walk alone n she walk wif the friend i m walking wif argg or she come walk beside me then keep coming closer n closer till i had to walk in front or lag behind for a while to nt being squeeze as the other side is my friend.. so thus i walk alone again.. argg pissed sia.. yet mayb is i tink too much... i dunno.. but i dun wan to spoil.. dun wan to argue.. so ya..i will juz walk alone or go find other friend but i m realli pissed off n this feeling is gathering inside me.. argggg ok mayb i tink too much ..ignore me ppl....

9:40 PM

Shinobi: KatherinePhang

Code Name: Kat

Birthday: 27th July 1990

Email: katherinephang@hotmail.com

Age: 17

Horoscope: Leo

School: Swiss Cottage Secondary, Anderson Junior Collage

CCA: St.John Ambulance Brigade, ODAC - Outdoor Activities Club =D

Likes: Animes, comics, nature, daydreaming, listening to music, sleeping, isolation...

Dislikes: Vegetables, unfair people...

My Wishlist

Naruto Animes

Anime Comics

Portable DVD player

Prince Of tennis animes

Shades of Truth Vcds

Take My Word for it Vcds

New animes

A sling bag

Go out with SJ members on an outing again =D

Compile photo albums for various memories

A pair of roller blades

Hard disk drive

a new mouse

an ipod or psp

_{Under a starry night, where strong winds blow...}

_{Where droplets of dews sparkle on lush grass..}

_{A lone soul surrounded by the beauty of nature..}

_{Reminiscing the past, lost in memories...}

_{Dreading to return to the present...}

_{Staring out at sparkling stars and moon above...}

_{Wishing and wishing.. for time to stand still...}

_{Dreaming and dreaming for wishes to come true...}