ahhh ive gt a feeling.. my emo period coming sooooon.. sighs.. but its long since i've gone into isolation period.. n i muz admit.. i miss that feeling.. well i take a test on dunno wat.. n it saes im a loner.. well i guess i admit that fact.. i am a loner.. or so i feel.. juz feel out of place or nth to tok bout sometimes.. which i dunno y.. argg n that puts me into a moody mood.. nt appreciated.. sighs.. well i dunno wats wrong wif me.. but though i hate the coming of tml.. coz theres like presentations coming up.. which i completely sux at... its also the bdae of a bully.. sighs.. ok la.. HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, BULLY TAN SIEW GHIM!! well thats in advance ahha ard 2 more hours to go to ur bdae aha.. zzz i will be gettting u a belated bdae present if u dun mind.. ahh heck if u mind haha *evil laughter*...
this bully i noe.. well she is one of the ppl who has gotten closest to my 'best friend' rank.. which haha means she hasnt reach that rank yet.. unfortunately.. no one has reach that yet.. lol.. but i guess maybe no one will ever reach that rank.. well.. this bully.. well i miss the gossips, secrets we share during sec sch.. but ya.. nvm lol will tok in more detail in ur bdae card xD be sure to read when u receive.. dunno after hw many months la lol.. XD
ahhh feeling nostalgic all over again.. haha miss lots n lots of my old friends.. sighs.. n new friends i made who are in diff schs nw.. sighs.. miss a lot of outings n that reminds me.. oooh so looking forward to this sat.. i tink.. lol odac investiger or dunno hw to spell la.. which reminds me i haven sent my sec sch photo to burger coz i dunno which to send.. i look damn toot during sec sch daes ahh damn lol but yep.. i will be looking forward to meeting my odac peeps XD n that brings me nostalgic all over again.. the expeditions.. sighs... wat i will gif to me at mt kinabalu that small little rm, laughing throughout the nite, where everyone goes bonkers ahah or at trengganu, trekking thru the thunderstorm... ahhh im dead.. keep on reliving the past.. i gt a feeling like i m living in the past instead of embracing the future n that feeling sux ya?
sianzzz i wan more outings wif sec sch, sjab, odac, 31/07, 23/07, 15/08(which i guess its damn diff), pae og 23 (everyone drifting apart)... sighss... n fri went out dinner wif some of close friends.. n that khaiting.. sae she loves to go out wif me.. becoz.. !$%^&* she wun be the shortest or sth liddat.. yucks.. thats a poor reason sia.. eeeee ahh i tink i m still fickleminded..
aniwae its very scary.. coz i realise that the ppl ard me.. those nt so girly de close friends.. are getting girlier n girlier by the dae!! OMFG!! ahh n that includes that bully siewghim!! oopx!! lol haha ok well shes girly enuff to start wif haha.. XD but its realli scary to look ard n see all ur friends all grown up de feeling.. though they are every bit still as childish! ahah but its quite shocking to those innocent cute little gals in sec sch to nw.. evil teasing women! .. sighs.. haha but i will be damn interested to see some of their boyfriends if they haf in future.. xD soo anticipating can.. n yes, bully siewghim u r in my 'interested to see' list wahahahaha
n yep JESSICA.. though i noe u are nv in habit of looking at blogs.. thus will nv see this message which makes it better lol GET UR FREAKING LAZY ASS OUT OF UR HSE N JOIN US FOR CLOSE FRIEND GATHERING! heh heh i noe u will nv see this msg so it doesnt matter xD juz feel like shouting it out yea!
oo i can feel it.. im gg bonkers.. haha.. yea yea.. getting high oh oh oh.. yea im so interested to see some of my friends whom i long time nv see le.. so interested in their appearances nw.. mayb their hair change or wat.. oooo interested to see ahhaahaa ahhhhhh ahhhhh ahhhhhhh ok i dun wan type le ahhaahaha nitez XD
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