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Thursday, July 24, 2008

ahhhhhhh im damn stressed over the assignments!! that stupid oc.. ahh nxt week n i haven even realli started.. ouch... n so many gg to be due on 8th august! damn! its one after another!! grrrr n i wan to start but my body juz dun wan me to start yucks it juz wan to slack!! stupid kat body! DISCIPLINE! thats wat i nid nw groans... yaya no feeling about gg to become 18.. dunno y.. one of the most sianest bdae ever i guess its coz of some things which i wun sae.. juz sianz.. n becoz of that i had onli 2 full daes to complete my OC! DIEEEEEEEEEEE!!!besides im still putting some stupid frustrations on myself... n that will be said below... sighssss

dunno wat came over me.. mayb still tinking about ytd events.. well though its nt realli my prob nw.. coz i very rarely seen them.. but still whenever it comes to this like gatherings.. its uncomfortable.. though on the other hand i still haf lots of fun juz that i can sense a lot of tension.. coz i still wan to play wif them.. to tok have fun wif each other... n the conflicts are juz preventing me frm doing so fully.. sighs.. n i noe that this is also causing a lot of trouble to ppl.. a lot of them also feel the tension... or shld i sae ALL? juz that perhaps no one noes wat to do bout it? or dun care? i dunno.. i miss the times last yr.. when we girls are ALL ONE BIG CLIQUE.. i realli cant fathom wat had happened to split it.. i miss the times when there r no differences.. when all we do are laugh n haf fun n encourage...

perhaps yep its true that my 'clique' always go library mug during recess.. or leave earlier or nv go for gathering except mayb big outings like ytd? but perhaps mayb is coz they feel left out? i mean like i can sense la.. that is more of a smalll grp in class.. while the other clique is sorta much larger? is it becoz of HER? that contributes a bit to this? gap? sighs.. i guess the guys are always caught in btw too.. well.. sianz.. yea i noe i dun realli haf business analysing this... well i guess theres no right or wrong? but perhaps if BOTH sides put in a bit of effort things may be better.. n i mean my 'clique' also trying to spend time bonding wif the class? nt that im trying to implying u noe wat.. but mayb the other clique can also try to understand? ahhhhh i wash my hands off or can i? i duno sighs frustrated..

but yep the times i miss the most is still that time during econs.. where me, jac, joshua, mok and colin had such fun laughing over hmm sick things haha.. black sausage.. walao joshua u damn perv.. LOL but well that time realli is enjoyable and realli i realli laugh n laugh lol one of the biggest laughing fits i ever had.. if onli time cld go back awwww... nvm

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