Monday, September 15, 2008
hmm mooncake festival todae =)... but den.. well its 12 plus.. so its over le.. sighs.. as one gets older.. mooncake festival... becomes more n more boring... theres little festive feel... not like when im young.. ahh rmb the times when ah ma's balcony is filled wif lanterns... oh my.. thats so realli beautiful... this yr.. a pathetic 5 lanterns.. n its nt reali traditional..
seeing the custom n traditions slowly diminishing makes me feel quite sad... last time we played with lanterns... candles... mingle wif a lot a lot of kids... play wif paper.. fire... nw.. lanterns made of battery n music? its a bit spoiler la.. i mean its beautiful.. nice... but the feels are all gone.. haha been toking a little bit to my cousins n aunties again.. well.. its like.. as the generation gets younger.. the things gets less fun.. games... shows... social life are all so so so fun last time.. now.. a bit boring ar... sianz this will goes on as technology increases.. sighs this is juz one bad part of technology.. sianzzz..
cant stop feeeling emo as i tink back of the past.. but sadly.. cant change the present.. n cant go back to the past.. im like playing wif sparklers todae... but still feel so alone.. yea.. its like all my childhood companions are nt wif me.. n all the younger generations are like playing.. yea... sparklers doesnt realli appeal to me le.. i m like waving them ard and cant get the feel... sighs..
but haf a bit of fun wif jiahao.. lol xD trying to catch him but coz im walking n hes running well.. lol but this makes me realise that i had realli miss out quite a lot in the younger generation cousins' growth.. hmm.. well im contemplating so much.. but i dun tink i haf the strength to change.. lol.. lazy to.. n dunno how to.. i juz sux at human relations.. onli wif those cousins i grow up wif i guess...
hmm the moon is round.. hoho.. think i will juz gaze at the moon.. feel like i can juz gaze n stone there.. for hours.. zz.. realli realise that all the ppl ard me.. ppl that i care.. are all growing old.. sighs.. thats wat realization hits when im talking to ah ma n popobei.. lol popobei sae in 4 yrs.. she will be 24.. n i will be 22.. n omg.. all the old generation kids will hit the twenties.. its damn scary seh... 4 yrs.. it will juz pass in a blink... omg getting old.. realli realli scary.. sighs..
hmm toking to popobei also makes me realise tat some ppl has lost faith in humans.. theres a case where a millionaire leaves his possessions.. money to his dog.. where his dog could live n play in a big house.. wif personal groomer.. where out there humans are starving... thats one lucky dog.. but thats to sae that humanity is losing faith.. n by seeing those cases of abuse.. murders... i cant help but feel.. that i am slowly losing faith in humanity.. true.. there are those goodness out there.. but realli.. to see humans brutally killing their own kind.. its saddening.. i guess the milionaire feels that dogs are loyal.. yea.. n how many loyal humans can u find out there? even family turns against each other.. depressing...
zzz ok stop wif these thoughts.. eh.. went to hairdresser again.. lol hmm okay wif the results i guess.. well.. its nt as if i realli care about appearances.. well.. lol yea.. humanity.. sighs.. i guess i shall go gaze at moon if i can still see it nw.. sighs.. oh tml gg out wif the other asses to discuss project.. n take pics =) well hope i can wake up in time... hoho anticipating tues yea!
12:03 AM
Shinobi:
KatherinePhang
Code Name:
Kat
Birthday:
27th July 1990
Email:
katherinephang@hotmail.com
Age:
17
Horoscope:
Leo
School:
Swiss Cottage Secondary,
Anderson Junior Collage
CCA:
St.John Ambulance Brigade,
ODAC
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Outdoor Activities Club =D
Likes:
Animes,
comics,
nature,
daydreaming,
listening to music,
sleeping,
isolation...
Dislikes:
Vegetables, unfair
people...
My Wishlist
Naruto Animes
Anime Comics
Portable DVD player
Prince Of tennis
animes
Shades of Truth
Vcds
Take My Word for it
Vcds
New animes
A sling bag
Go out with SJ
members on an outing again =D
Compile photo
albums for various memories
A pair of roller blades
Hard disk drive
a new mouse
an
ipod
or
psp