Thursday, September 18, 2008
oops.. wats wrong wif me nwadaes.. keep dreaming.. n my dreams are bout someone dying or someone gets kidnap.. n worse.. i see faces of my friends in my dreams.. ahh n i didnt tink of them in the dae.. tot gt a saying that goes 日有所思,也有所梦... or sth liddat.. lol forget the phrase le.. haha shit.. dreams are entirely unrelated to wat i tink about sia.. die la.. if i get to choose my dreams.. sighs blissful..well.. i will juz hope i dun dream more on these type of murder/death/kidnap dreams.. zzz
sometimes i juz doubt my character.. or am i being super sensitive? i seriously dunno.. i juz feel that sighs.. my social skill sux..
sighs i feel like staying at home is unproductive.. gg out is also unproductive.. super sian.. i nid motivation.. guess i envy ppl who can set their mind on sth n go straight on to do it.. zzz for me.. my attention keep drifting.. n all i tink is slping.. honestly.. i tink my rm is a mess.. n the mood of that is quite emo.. perhaps thats y i always cant get myself to do work.. hmm.. its quite dark too.. the perfect ambieence for slping.. sighs
i juz feel a bit like a bit of nothing.. zzz ok ignore me.. sighs.. well todae my mum is toking bout the milk powder that cause so many deaths.. well... n we started to argue bout man.. seriously i feel that all things happen for a reason... life is a cycle.. n they sae wat u heap on others will come back to u one dae.. yep i believe that.. n i guess mankind is gg down the road to self destruction.. see.. if mankind does feel content wif life.. things will nt be that bad.. but as humans... nth will suffice till theres nth that could be learned or absorbed.. thats how humans are.. n it leads to all sorta probs.. see when in the past? ppl haf no nid for money..they juz hunt n eat n slp.. simple yet less conflicts.. yet.. this.. thing made of paper.. has now become mankind's bane.. one that they could nt live without.. n has caused strifes btw mankind themselves.. ppl kill each other for?families breaking apart for? money.. power... or juz for the sake of killing? i do not know.. n well.. nt onli money.. in the past.. well there are still conflicts.. but at least nt as brutal.. compare ppl died while using swords.. or bang.. explosion n u die.. at least a sword could onli pierce 1 person at a time.. bomb kill millions.. well n ok.. its juz the way of life.. n well i guess retribution is nw falling back to us.. think of hw much natural disasters had happened in the past yr.. its becoming more n more frequent.. i guess its the anger of nature? all i feel is.. all these sadness.. hatred.. anger.. are all caused by humans themselves? hmm aiyo i write till i dun realli make sense to myself le.. ok.. ignore this whole phrase.. sighs...
aiyo.. i intend to do hw one lehz..but feeling hungry n sighs.. i dun tink i will do any hw todae.. sighsss
ahh realli feeling emo nwadaes.. dun ask me wat cause it.. i seriously dunno.. i guess emoness is one part of me.. to surface wif all those contemplations n my dislike of this earth.. i seriously dunno.. i guess once a loner.. always a loner.. i dun hold any illusion like im sociable or wat.. coz deep down.. i noe i will always be a loner...
10:47 PM
Shinobi:
KatherinePhang
Code Name:
Kat
Birthday:
27th July 1990
Email:
katherinephang@hotmail.com
Age:
17
Horoscope:
Leo
School:
Swiss Cottage Secondary,
Anderson Junior Collage
CCA:
St.John Ambulance Brigade,
ODAC
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Outdoor Activities Club =D
Likes:
Animes,
comics,
nature,
daydreaming,
listening to music,
sleeping,
isolation...
Dislikes:
Vegetables, unfair
people...
My Wishlist
Naruto Animes
Anime Comics
Portable DVD player
Prince Of tennis
animes
Shades of Truth
Vcds
Take My Word for it
Vcds
New animes
A sling bag
Go out with SJ
members on an outing again =D
Compile photo
albums for various memories
A pair of roller blades
Hard disk drive
a new mouse
an
ipod
or
psp