The 90th anniversary of Great War has just passed.. thinking of them.. those valiant warriors.. though death is abundant.. but all fought bravely for loyalty, honour, shining forever.. treachery may exist.. yet they still brave death.. that is a courage in itself.. may they rest in peace and remembered forever... A lesson learnt.. peace is important.. super... esp world peace...
zzzz Im been slacking again! and Im really getting into a habit of getting tired ard 7 pm.. n thus slping at that time, waking up ard 8+pm, 9+pm... sighs... been feeling restless and I feel like I am walking ard aimlessly.. no goal.. no motivation.. and I realise sth gd.. I am getting more n more skilled in talking to myselff... seriously.. gosh.. ppl just tend to ignore me.. lol.. peers, friends, teachers.. woots... one of these days.. I will like become invisible and no one will know..
okay..not that bad.. but seriously.. I always cannot get a reply to my words.. okay.. maybe coz I keep asking back the same question like what are we eating for lunch todaay... but well.. its kinda habit le.. lol thats why talking to myself has become a habit.. nt that I mind aniwae.. I tink its quite cool but scary when you are not the one talking to urself.. hahaa
My room a messs... my hair a mess... my work a messs.. my life's not a mess.. gosh perhaps if my life is more messy, unpredictable.. it may get more interesting hmmm... waiting for holidays is quite a tedious thing.. zzz so I shall not count down anymore.. save some of my brain cells.. And Im seriously gg to try to improve my typing accuracy.. seriously.. n my typing is quite slow.. cant even type 2 paragraphs in 1 min.. yeah.. as the person sae.. touch typing has decreased... i wan to master that sighs.. but how to go about training? sianz.. holidaes holidaes..
haha everything pushed to holidays to do.. which I got a feeling in the end, it will be failure attempts.. astro-navigation quiz coming up.. n Im super worried.. wonder how the quiz will be like, wonder if I will know how to do.. I dun wan to fail... I wan to pass with at least a good grade.. ahh super worried sighs... dun wanna disappoint the teacher also.. n of coz myself.. its a gem which is my first choice....hmm
I wan to borrow more n more ji mi stories.. they are super deep and nice... wahaha.. n im getting emo hearing all those songs.. the tunes.. aww.. super nice.. n touching... this blog is super boring and looks super depressing and dreary.. lol I shall admit this much.. lol...
I shall go and contemplate on my thoughts.. alone.. yeah.. how I wish I could go to the countryside, lie down on the lush grass, looking up at the full, bright moon, seeing the twinkling stars dancing in the night, hearing the lapping of the shimmering lake, feeling the caresses of the wind... perhaps a pony and a puppy beside me, falling asleep in that kind of situation, even if I have to die in that time that place, I think I will die happy.. super calm and peaceful environment.....alas.. that could only happen in a dream for me? who noes? life is unpredictable... okay I shall not talk to myself le.. I shall sleep...
1:54 AM