gosh... the sleeping n dream monster had caught me nowadays.. I had been slping like in the evening after I come back frm sch and I had been dreaming at the same times.. oh and the dreams are super super weird.. but well.. its more interesting that way I guess..
oh well.. been hearing andy lau's songs.. and woah.. super nice can.. I dunno why.. I think the older songs in like our mother's year are actually super nice.. sometimes I think they are nicer than the current ones.. its like the feel is super there... and got the emo feel and the atmosphere.. its really a good example on how music can touch people's hearts..
I actually had been contemplating a lot and I still cant comprehend why.. I feel that the media like shows, games.. in the past the games and shows they created are really super nice.. as compared to now.. Im actually quite disappointed as the quality of it has really dropped.. is it because of the increase in technology that makes the originality feeel disappear?
I really think that people when not really influenced by technology are realli creative and original.. really.. compare dramas like tian long ba bu or date with a vampire.. with the version now.. like the current tian long ba bu version now.. which looks older and more no feel.. n compare date with a vampire 1 n 2 to the recent series 3.. yea series 3 the effects are good but omg.. its just too digital for my liking.. the scary atmosphere, the feel where it will make me cover my head are just not there!! seriously.. to think of so many nice games n dramas diminishing.. Im seriously feeling depressed..
The games which I find so fun last time like the san guo yan yi and logical journey n zeus are like irreplaceble by the games now.. I seriously get bored with the games produced in recent times.. Im seriously not addicted to games unlike last time.. I get sick of them easily.. cause they all feel around the same after you played them for a while UNLIKE the games in the past! dammit.. saeing saeing.. im getting pissed off...
seriously.. times are changing... and Im not really liking it much... if it means the extinction of foods that are super nice, extinction of games that are super interesting and fun, extinction of dramas that are super expressive and pro.. though there are some that are really nice produced in this recent times, I will still rather not want the change.. but I, a mere mortal.. what say do I have..
in this era where your survival depends on whether you can keep up with the fast paced time, I do not really have a choice if I do not want to be left behind right? Cause I know that being left behind could only mean 1 thing.. being eliminated.. and if being eliminated means not being able to go back to the past, and not being able to step into the future, doesnt it means being stranded in the middle with nowhere to go.. its not worth it I guess...
I know that things will turn out this way again.. it always does... thats why I dun like to organise things..... but this time.. I dun care.. it doesnt matter how many people go.. I will just go.. unless those who are going ended up not going.. but if theres even 1 person who will go.. I will go with her... I shall not go with the flow.. and I shall make my decisions myself from now.. and not go with my peers.....
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