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Sunday, August 30, 2009

Thinking back on the conversation, I guess I envy people who have goals, where I could not even find a simple goal for me to work towards to. Life is like a boat, ever floating on the ever wide sea, where the harbour stops would be different stages in life but most of the life would be searching for a something out there. If there is a goal, steer it to the direction. If there is no goal, you will be like me, ever wandering endlessly on the ever changing waves. If the boat sinks, that will also be part of fate.....

Listening to oldies just brought back emotions into my life, where they carve a way to my cold heart and make their home there, pumping a tinge of sadness throughout my whole body. I wonder what the future holds for me... would I be a homeless bum? Or a success at the top of the world? Or would I live my life monotonely... with no excitement? Would I be a nun in the nunnery on top of a mountain? Would I be able to see out into the endless sky out there? Would I find my purpose in life? I wonder.... and wonder.... and wonder.... to no avail....

For a person with no talents or is not good at anything.... I wonder what are the options for me? Should I keep on searching for the one thing I am good in? Would that search take the rest of my life or outlive my life? I wonder........

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