The world is ever moving, it will not stop for anything. Though people died each day, the earth will still revolve, life will still go on. Slowly, slowly, their existence slowly fade away and only those who knew those deceased would remember. Their existence would wink out in others' eyes. Those who read the news, would they still remember those deceased? Would they pray for those deceased? Those who had died due to accidents, natural disasters? As new news took over, they would slowly forget. Only those news like huangna case would linger in the minds of the people... but others, will just disappear.
Now, this just proved that the world had become numb to events that should have made an impact, every death should be mourned. I should not remark too much, for I am guilty as well, being sucked into the pace of the world. If the world is a small close knit family, deaths would be grieved by all, births would be celebrated by all. But the standard of this world had dropped to where no one cared much, unless the news affected themselves or happened to them. That has became our way of life, a cold hearted existence.
It is just plain heartwrenching, to see that humanity had dropped to this, self interests had taken hold; see all those experiments done on animals.. I do not object to the killing of animals for food, for in turn, the predators would kill us too. It is for survival, the food chain which ensured the continuation of the species. But, what about those experiments, cutting open monkeys' brains? Causing blindness to rabbits to test out some new drugs? Skinning animals alive for their fur? It is plain cruelty in its purest form.
Okay, I do not know why I suddenly write this, but just feel sad while comtemplating about things. Anyway, on to happier stuff. I had two horses sent to me by meihui in farmtown! yea! I had asked her to send me more =) I am going to have a stable in my farm! woohoo! I had just sent Mr Tan my cc poster, and though I found it seriously ugly and noob, but never mind, I will just wait for his comments and am lazy to bother about it now. Oh, BDS is really hard, or perhaps it is just me, though I think I had no knack for design, and my grade for the logo assignment is too terrible. Sighs, I wonder what I should do in the future. It seems so bleak now, but hey, I am not going to complain for I just feel glad that I am alive and i am going to share new happy memories with my friends. Though I still cannot bring myself to have close proximity unless the other party really needed it or it is forced...; I just do not like close contact like hugs, but I could drag myself out of my haven now and then to have gatherings with them yea? Sounds like a big sacrifice but life is too fragile and I am not going to wait till something happened which makes me regret not hanging out, not gathering or something.
So au revoir for now. Je suis triste, a bit only, but it will soon pass, I hope.
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