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Monday, November 23, 2009

I learnt a new word today - projection in psychology terms lol. I guessed, from the moment we are born till now, we are all under this projection. Sad, but true. So which are our real selves and which are shaped by other people?

Come to think of it, perhaps sometimes, I hurt other people feelings without intending to. Hmm, if I have hurt any of your feelings, I am sorry. I just want to clear this up, the more I like a person, the more I will go and bother a person (mostly la, but not all people get this okay?), not in a bad way though, just laugh and joke and play about like nothing, to keep making a person la. So the moment I come and disturb you means I like you as a friend =D Weird I know, but true. Hey if I do not like a person, I will try to minimise the contact to minimum right or keep my replies biting or abrupt? But to those I do not really talk to, don't get me wrong, sometimes is cause I do not know what to talk about, not that I do not like you okay. Argg I am digging deep into my own grave here. Simply to say, if I bother you, you may find me irritating lol, but this means that I like you as a friend =D Though feel free to tell me to stop if you find me too irritating. ROFL.

I realised that I still like to make people laugh. But anyway, I sent emails with wrong phrasings to some companies and omg, I really want to dig a hole and hide myself. Prays really hard that it does not signify the end of any chance of internship at those companies. Shit. But some peoplee, in this case around 3 laugh at my expense, wah so sad. But its kinda okay la, at least they make me feel better. Thats a psycho logic I know, but if they like all sympathy and all I think I will just roll over and sleep and immerse myself in self pity. Lol. In a way, thanks but in another way, you all sucks.... lololol

9:35 PM